It's been too long.

It has been far too long since I have written, too be honest I've just been so caught up in my life....so caught up in being in love..We now have two huskies named Oden and Thor and they are my world.  We got Thor from a shelter and he has been so completely amazing, so has Oden.

 We are still far away from completing our house..I mean we have all of the basics, just alot of empty rooms. Dustin and I will be able to spend our first christmas in our new home together. I'm actually really looking forward to it!! We got our first christmas tree, its real and it is amazing!

We found out we were pregnant November 3rd..We were so very excited we were going to be able to start our family.. I left to visit my family on the 9th and got back the 16th. My family was so happy and excited for us. On the 17th I miscarried. I am still so very heartbroken and bitter..I'm getting better though and I hope we can make a baby soon. I miss my bean like crazy.

What I have realized going through this is that I have an amazing support system..my friends, family and my husband have been so supportive during this time. I am truly lucky with the life that I have