Looking back I never thought things would end up the way that they are. When your little you plan everything down to the very last detail on how you want your life to be..What kind of friends you have, Your school, you wedding.
I never thought that I would date let alone marry someone in the military, I'm not against it but the thought never crossed my mind. Come to think of it the one thing ive never really thought about was who I was going to marry. He remained faceless and nameless. I've always just figured who I married would no doubt be the love of my life and thats all that should matter...I've never had a specific type either..I guess thats weird.
When I met my husband I was 17, I never really thought about him in that way..I still to this day dont know why..I guess you never really realize what you have until its gone. Long story short I avoided him and he got stationed somewhere else...We still talked all the time, a few times a week....It wasnt until I moved on my own that I realized he was the only one for me and always has been..I dont understand how someone could be so dumb and not see the perfect guy standing in front of her for 4years? I still feel sick to my stomach everytime I think about it..What if I never came around, I would have never married him...or found my soulmate...But still he never gave up on me, he knew in his heart that I was the one for him.
The point is life doesnt always follow your plans, it takes twists and turns and sometimes ignores what you want completely.You have to embrace the changes because you will get what you want in the end, it just might not be what you invisioned..it will be better
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