I find myself a little bummed out today....wait, I take that back..try WAY bummed out. Today started out like a typical day woke up late, scrambled to put my happy face on, went to class, then went to work...I even did something out of the ordinary when I got my brows did, the guy waxed my upper lip (psh like it needed it..it really didnt) I'm a push over so I did it. As soon as I opened the front door this afternoon I was overcome with a what the fuck feeling...what the fuckkkkkkkk.. I miss my husband, I miss him home messing up my kitchen and annoying our dogs. I look at pictures of us and think "man, i dont even remember what its like when he's here"..and that my friends was EXACTLY how I didnt want to feel.
I think im so sad because I havent gotten an email today...boy I wish I'd have gotten an email..fuggggg
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