I find myself a little bummed out today....wait, I take that back..try WAY bummed out. Today started out like a typical day woke up late, scrambled to put my happy face on, went to class, then went to work...I even did something out of the ordinary when I got my brows did, the guy waxed my upper lip (psh like it needed it..it really didnt) I'm a push over so I did it. As soon as I opened the front door this afternoon I was overcome with a what the fuck feeling...what the fuckkkkkkkk.. I miss my husband, I miss him home messing up my kitchen and annoying our dogs. I look at pictures of us and think "man, i dont even remember what its like when he's here"..and that my friends was EXACTLY how I didnt want to feel.
I think im so sad because I havent gotten an email today...boy I wish I'd have gotten an email..fuggggg
Tuesday, February 14, 2012
Saturday, January 28, 2012
Take 2
My husband left for deployment 2 weeks ago, I cant believe he's gone again. I feel more at ease this time actually, maybe it's because he's only been back for a short time. I work fulltime now and go to school full time so I am staying pretty busy and that is helping. I've decided I want to become a Paralegal, I think that is the right fit for me.
I'm sitting here typing away about what's been going on, but all I can think about is what we've been through these past year. Before I hit new post to update this I took a quick look at what I've written and I am just shocked.... In the past year my husbands gotten back from a deployment, we bought a house, got 2 dogs, got pregnant, lost a baby, and now we're on another deployment...Life is funny dont you think? You dont realize how fast everything changes but it does...To be honest it's kind of scary how things can change so fast.
Dustin and I's anniversery is coming up, I still cant believe it's been this long...boy has time passed..We have had a ton of ups and downs but boy do I love that man..I miss him more than anything in this world right now. It's funny how you miss the little things when they are gone--like the hookah sitting in the middle of my living room table, or the messy counters...Everytime he comes home he swings the front door open and yells "baby!"..i miss that...man I would give anything to hear that right now. You never really realize how much you miss someone until they are actually gone.
I'm sitting here typing away about what's been going on, but all I can think about is what we've been through these past year. Before I hit new post to update this I took a quick look at what I've written and I am just shocked.... In the past year my husbands gotten back from a deployment, we bought a house, got 2 dogs, got pregnant, lost a baby, and now we're on another deployment...Life is funny dont you think? You dont realize how fast everything changes but it does...To be honest it's kind of scary how things can change so fast.
Dustin and I's anniversery is coming up, I still cant believe it's been this long...boy has time passed..We have had a ton of ups and downs but boy do I love that man..I miss him more than anything in this world right now. It's funny how you miss the little things when they are gone--like the hookah sitting in the middle of my living room table, or the messy counters...Everytime he comes home he swings the front door open and yells "baby!"..i miss that...man I would give anything to hear that right now. You never really realize how much you miss someone until they are actually gone.
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