Guess who's finally a home owner?! My hubby and I!!! After waiting over 3weeks for a closing date and signing a gazillion and one papers we finally have our OWN home! I can tell Dustins so relieved and so excited and it makes me smile..THIS is our new chapter---this is where we'll start our family. Words alone cant describe how grateful I am to have the life that I do, Not everyone is as lucky as I have been. 5 more weeks until i'm living with my husband like a wife should....I cant wait to start feeling semi normal.

I'm starting to have Saturdays off instead of just Sunday..I'm so excited to just bum it on a saturday and watch movies and bake (i'm trying to figure out the whole baking thing)

Welp thats all for now..I'll update in a bit when something else happens

Finally.

Welp...Our closing is FINALLY set and stone for April 29th. I cant believe we are going to officially be homeowners. 5 weeks until I am with my husband in our new home....You'd think id be so happy and carefree right? well i'm not.

For the past week now I've been nothing but a bawl bag-- I cry-- I cry-- and I cry some more. Dustin says its because i'm overly excited, maybe hes right.  I'm not my normal happy self lately and that kills me. I wonder if this happens to other people or if I'm just the weird one. I will tell you one thing though, Dustin has been nothing but understanding about me being off lately...I think its because he's been deployed and stuff before and this is my first time dealing with it. I am awfully lucky.


OH YEA! We're re-enlisting!!! I think that with this economy its the best decision for our future family.

on a happy note my friends and I made a forum! It's been alot of fun and is very addicting so if you get a chance visit www.theprettypeoplesworld.com and join! do eeeet.. I know I know your thinking "wow how vain, how shallow" well people beauty is on the inside too, remember that!




That's all I can think of today..I'll update if I think of more!

Life changes.

It's funny how life can change so quickly. One minute you know exactly how your future will go and then next everything is up in the air. The truth is you never know for sure whats going to happen -- even when you think you do. Life has shown me that nothing ever happens the way that it's supposed to and i'm finally okay with that...why? Because I finally have someone by my side who's going to be with em every step of the way.  When you get older you finally realize that nothing goes to plan and that life is always throwing you curve balls. At first you don't know how to handle them, but eventually you start to learn to accept it that you cant control everything and start rolling with the punches.

We all know that being with someone means you have to make sacrifices..some are are life changing and some are just temporary but they all mean the world to the person your doing it for.

is it over yet?

It's hard for me to grasp that i'll be moving in less than two months, it just doesnt seem real to me yet. I feel like I'm constantly day dreaming about something thats never going to happen.  When will the reality set in that i'm finally going to have a new chapter in my life? The closer his homecoming is the more upset and discontent I get. I just want to be in his arms already! Something so close seems so far away and unreachable but I know that once it does come the wait will be worth it. The past 8months of frusterations and all of the tears will be worth it.

Every future plan I have involves him. I dont know what I would do if he wasnt in my life. I miss him. I need him.

Please come home to me.

Thinking about the future

Lately I've been thinking about how lucky I am to have someone like my husband and how excited I am for the future. I'm 22 and going to be a homeowner with my husband in 7 days, how many people can say that?!It's funny how things can change so fast, one minute you think you have nothing...and then the next you think you have the world.

The closer his homecoming date comes the more impatient and antsy I become. I hate it. So to pass the time a little more I joined a female gym that has Zumba, Booty Beat, and a bunch of other fun classes. I've went to two classes so far and it's been really fun! I highly recommend it chickys!

I'm really dizzy today and it stinks-- Its dehydration booo...I hate water. I've decided I'm going to stick with this blog, at first I was embarrassed to show people but who cares ya know? Lifes too short to care what people think, especially ones youve never met!